Tuesday, October 05, 2004

taking it all the way to baguio and back for more!

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara..

dear on-line journal,

ugh! Its a nasty time for me.. I still have class at around 745 and its still 530.. Shit.. Waiting sucks. By the way, its been a long time since I last posted here.. Anyone miss me?(how I wish! =( ... )

Well its been a wild week for me cuz last tuesday I went to Baguio for the annual PMAP(Personnel Management Association of the Philippines) Conference held at Camp John Hay. It was a wild four days and four nights. So now comes the question where all you boys or boys at heart ask.. "Where there any chiks around?". Now my part comes wherein I say.. "Uhmm, no.. but there were lots of old people around.. Take your pick!Ü". No, guys there weren't any chiks around only people.. really old people but I'd perefer not to look at it as a downside but rather of a pleasure. Jim Paredes of the APO hiking society was there to grace the first night with an opening seminar. I crossed my fingers praying that he would sing their song, "Panalangin" (I just love the song sooo much..) but nay.. he didn't. He sang a different song.. Bayani Fernando was there and the famous mayor of Naga City, Jesse M. Robredo. Even the owner of the Inquirer was there, Mrs. Sandy Romualdez. It was a great experience and an eye opener.. I was real fun mingling with the top dogs of the HR world and a realization.. that there are no chicks in HR.. (thats really nasty!) Well, I'm just playing with you guys.. The seminar finished Friday night and we went down saturday morning at around 10 am and I got home 9 pm.

My stay at home would be short lived because I had to go to my friend's debut at Greenhills. After that I went over to Grilla since I had to meet up with Franz. As I reached the place I soon discovered that Franz was already drunk from all the free beer he drank( It was a friends party also..). After a quick stop, me and Franz were off to Ponti since Franz wanted to see his girlfriend Kd (she's working in the building beside Ponti) After exchanging hi's and hello's to a few friends I went home and reached my bed at around 430. It was really tiring coming from Baguio and all but instead of going to sleep I opted to watch t.v. before finally calling it a day and dreaming off to kiwiland..

Phew! A lot of stories to tell.. As I lay in my bed, thoughts in my head suddenly pop out.. Sometimes I just feel that my whole is suddenly a routine. I study then I party.. I am suddenly asking myself the question of where is the sense in my life. What happened to taking control of your own life molding it the way you want it? Where is the freedom ladies and gentlemen? Sometimes I do ponder about these things one lonely night wherein I'd ponder with a cigarette of what the hell has happened? Where'd all the love go?Too much stress I guess, and its high time that I get the relaxation I think I deserve. Too much work.. too much people.. too much problems.. Sometimes I feel like a person caged in this world (I guess we all are.. aren't we?). How I wish to go back to my childhood.. No problems, no responsibilities.. Just plain fun.. A life of simplicity and no cares. An impossible situation to achieve so all I can do is dream.. sweet solace.. Mmmmm...

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